When we are young we quickly realize that physical altercations with ourselves is painful and not desirable. If only the same could be said for mental altercations with oneself, and with God. I’m finding myself at a crossroads, and I’m struggling to find the right voice. I’m second guessing, is it my plan or am I allowing God’s plan to shine thru me?
Ok have learned that when I feel this unsure and confused it means the timing is not ready yet. This Is when I think God is prepping me for what is to come. Breaking down my walls in order to build them up stronger and better.
So I’m spending time praying and reminding myself to listen not just make a choice with out ensuring its Gods will not mine. Yep one of those things that is easier to say than to do.